Hebrews 4:12

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 Lord. I thank you for the verse that you hsve shown me today. But unless you struck this sword thst cuts through every fiber of my being i would not be changed. Until then, I am a wretched beimg and still am trying to find my joy in you. My heart aches Lord. Only your sword can cut through my heart of stonr. Help me make yourself knowj. Grant me the brokeness that i need. 




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